
Our family has had to accept the recent loss of a good friend. Our Sheltie, Heidi Mae Cook 'n Brand had to be put to sleep on Friday, May 18th, after spending 11.5 years in our lives. Heidi was a sweet, good-natured dog and a loyal friend to our children while they were growing up. Once the kids moved out, she followed me around from room to room and was always underfoot. And though it aggravated me at times, I miss her presence in the house. I either didn't realize or acknowledge how near and dear to my heart she had grown. The kids are crushed that she's gone, but they cherish the wonderful memories of her. Heidi went camping with us, "jumped" on the trampoline with the kids, and tolerated being dressed up at their whims. She didn't care though, as long as she was getting some attention. Heidi never met a stranger and loved people; visitors fell in love with her sweet nature and puppy face. She loved her treats and was a popcorn junkie. As soon as she heard it popping in the microwave, she took her position in the living room, waiting and watching. Every time our hand moved towards our mouth with a handful of the buttery snack, she'd look down at the floor to see if we dropped any, and pounce on it if you did. It was the funniest thing... The last couple weeks of her life, she was sick, but not suffering. However, she was going downhill fast and the vet finally diagnosed her with renal failure; her kidneys were shutting down. She lived such a good life and brought us much happiness and I couldn't bear the thought of her suffering through the final days of the disease. So I had to make the terrible and painful decision to have her euthanized. It has been a rough week, but I know Heidi's better off, even though the Bible says that dogs do not have souls. But I do know that God is aware of the pain and loss we're suffering. He created dogs and cats for a reason and He doesn't make mistakes. Thanks, Heidi for making our lives more enjoyable during your short time on this earth. The wonderful memories you've given us will be kept close to our hearts the rest of our lives. Time will lessen the pain, but you'll be missed more than you know.